Thursday, May 15, 2008

Dying to the old, resurrecting to the new

Today is the day I let go of the old pain and sadness. Today is the day I choose to live for me (and my daughters of course), but, consciously for me. I will believe in my inherent goodness and ethics, no matter what others who cannot see into my heart think.

Eduardo, you no longer holds the power to hurt me. Not with assessments, not with fear, not with infidelity, not with false sense of superiority...No man will ever again have the power to make me doubt my future goals. No more will faint-hearted friends make me feel cheap or untrue to my nature. I will honor my true friends, those who do not judge and think in small ways. I will value differences, but not judge anyone because of them...ever.

I will own my own mistakes, learn from them and move forward with all knowledge gained.

Today I will begin my love affair with my new life. I will begin by spooning with my garden, with art, with music, with true friends, with companionship based on ethics, humor, laughter, politics and words, beautiful, meaningful words...

A prayer to the universe to grant me wisdom and kindness and love and the ability to give that all back to my world and some lucky man sometime soon.

Slante

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