Friday, May 23, 2008

Up and down and up and down

So, lots of communication...then silence...

I will not go forward w/o you taking action...the truth is I am confused. I know you are confused too. Having recognized that, I opened the door and the choice is now yours. Walk thru the door or run. I can't play games anymore. Do you not see that I am as insecure as you are? I don't know how to honor my committment to create beauty in your garden if you are so afraid. I promise to keep it friendship only as long as we are doing your space together.

When it is done and you are content with the beauty there, the next move is yours. It is yours...dare or just say outloud that we are friends or we are more than that...I feel like I'm looking thru a cloudy mirror, distorted, where what we think we see reflected is only a distortion...

Dare to speak honestly and I will do the same.

To beauty and honesty...

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